Alex my brother it feels like I lost my best friend, I’ve cried all night.I wake up and here comes the tears again from my broken heart, now Alex can’t and doesn’t show up to bring me and the boys breakfast anymore or stop by to bring us consistent gifts, just to show how much he loves our family and always thinking of us. Like Easter he got baskets for all the kids in the family! I don’t hear his voice or his honk outside when he makes random pop up’s it’s always someone else just passing by. I don’t see him when I go to moms or anywhere. In fact I don’t want to go anywhere I am sad a lot, everything I cook and eat reminds me of him! All his belongings just here without him. This is definitely our family’s biggest loss how can I live missing him for so long? I know he misses us I can feel it. It’s so real because he was a good man! We shared a passion for fitness and milkshakes with lots of protein. I remember we were at GNC when he passed out because he was working two jobs in the heat. I was nervous because I thought I had to drive us home, but he got us home safely. Alex was my protector, His laughter was contagious and his smile is one of my favorites. Well he was everyone’s favorite all my little cousins make a joke about a Alex tortilla (burnt) or a giant spoon a Alex spoon. It’s Alex everything! I can feel the bass in his voice from outside. I always knew when it was him talking. Thank you Alex for all the life lessons you ever taught us. You were such a smart man! We love and miss you endlessly! Gone way too soon! I love you brother see you at the edge of the Galaxy.